Lets get straight to the point , people feel stress and the feeling of " I am nothing" everyday, correct?
well i do maybe not everyday but i get that feeling.I am 19 years old grew up with a good family and good friends and have a beautiful girlfriend everything i really need to "make it in life" , the word life can be used in so many ways and meanings that it makes your head spin around, i was the trouble kid back in high school getting suspended cracking jokes having a laugh and not taking "life" serious i always thought one day ill wake up and be rich "such is life". As time past my friends were still my friends and my family was still my family and my girl was still my girl, but my friends went and did what they thought they needed to do to "make it in life" and my family told me what they think i should do to" make it in life" and my girl was helping me make it threw "life" , sitting around doing pretty much nothing and thinking that one day you are going to get an opportunity to "make it in life" was what i did for 2 years, yeah i applied for jobs went to interviews but i got the sack from every single one , the excuses was i didnt want the position hard enough , in every job if it was from sales to construction i worked my bloody ass off , sometimes id wish a had a camera just to show my dad how hard i worked he never belieaved me, eventually i started thinking was it my religon, what i look like, my background, all these excuses of why i lost my jobs but it wasnt . I never made it to year 12 i dropped out in year 10 got poor marks and claimed to everyone i was a hands on guy , but after all these job opportunitys gone to waste i thought maybe im not a hands on guy , i went to college and got a 5.5 GPA out of 7 , to be honest i thought they made a mistake , but i took that and it made me see even tho i lost all my jobs i never lost my friends family or girlfriend , and guys you know girlfriends are something you have to maintain, but back to the point it told me i did mean something and even tho its stupid that i relised that after a college mark i still looked behind me and everyone was still there and proud, my point is something so little can make you feel like your worth something , its my point to tell everyone reading that it takes a small step to make it somewhere , im now in a high graded uni studying a top notch degree , i came from the bottom i might not be at the top but im steps higher from the bottom , even tho im not working now and i see all my friends working and being able to get loans and have spending money makes me wonder why arnt i working a full time job, when it comes down to it all my friends have debt spend their money before they get it and have time to put that money on spoling their selfs that really is wrecking their future, having money does not mean you have a future , yeah a million dollors can buy u a crazy house or your dream car, but can it buy your dream pride joy , no it cant and if anyone says it does you are already failing your future ,my teachers used to say to me , George you cannot do this we dont want to set you up for failure , i always thought arnt you here to teach , teach me not to fail ? you can only fail a certain amount of times until you pass ,if you were to live "life" in the sense your going to fail all time you would never become something someone or you wouldnt know yourself , no one but yourself knows your limits, i am 19yr old kid into cars sports music and here i am writing a touchy inspiring blog,i never saw this day coming, life is a simple word, to live life you dont have to make it you dont have to be rich and famous to live life is to do the small things, to live life is to try and dont let people tell you , you are going to fail. Im going to give some pointers on how to not make you feel your worth something your have meaning
1. if came across this blog surfing the net your have made a start how? your searching the right things
2. try something you think you would never be able to do until u pass
3. if someone says your going to fail ,DO IT
If you were that kid in school if you were the kid that was known to fail dont let it get to you because in reality the people who are saying you have failed , they have failed themselves and your one step closer to "make it in life" understanding it take just one action, one lift of motivation ,one voice, its the start you need to make it in life
George Dibou 18/09/2013
